I’ll be laying low for awhile.
I wasn’t planning on doing this but since Thanksgiving is this week, that’s a good excuse. I am sorting thru a ton of stuff right now and trying to figure everything out. As I have indicated recently, I feel like God is leading me to something new, yet he hasn’t revealed to me what this new thing is. Funny how He does that and no matter how chaotic my world is around me, God is God and He is still in control.
This is different for me, I’m pretty independent and tend to get things done my way. But God is opening my eyes to what total surrender is and He is drawing me to join Him in a place that’s way beyond me. Man, it is hard! I can’t hold onto things in my comfortable world while trusting Him and surrendering to Him completely. I’m in the process of letting go of some things and that is pretty challenging.
My wife and family are about all that’s left in my comfy world and Mary and I are seeking God as He leads us.
I appreciate your prayers. This is not a bad thing at all, it’s very exciting, I just seriously need some down time and this blog appears to be one of the casualties. But I’ll be back, I’m sure, I just can’t say when. I might share some thoughts on here as I sort through things, if you’re interested.
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UPDATE: Mary says this sounds like I’m all sad and depressed. It’s not like that at all, it’s just a wierd time for me. On the surface, nothing has really changed, this is all stuff that I’m dealing with inside. I’ll be back later.